I found myself asking “why am I doing all this again”? Is there some point to it all? I have no intention of being a road racer nor do I see myself being some world class inliner. Thus, what is the point of it all? I still haven’t answered that question other than the fact that you only get one kick at the cat. Got to make the best of it in the shell of your making. I don’t necessarily like my “shell” so I am doing what I need to do to change it.

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